Wednesday, March 24, 2010


abandon |əˈbandən|
verb [ trans. ]
1 give up completely (a course of action, a practice, or a way of thinking) : he had clearly abandoned all pretense of trying to succeed. See note at relinquish .
• discontinue (a scheduled event) before completion : against the background of perceived threats, the tour was abandoned.
2 cease to support or look after (someone); desert : her natural mother had abandoned her at an early age.
• leave (a place, typically a building) empty or uninhabited, without intending to return : derelict houses were abandoned.
• leave (something, typically a vehicle or a vessel) decisively, esp. as an act of survival : he abandoned his vehicle and tried to flee on foot.
• ( abandon someone/something to) condemn someone or something to (a specified fate) by ceasing to take an interest in or look after them : it was an attempt to persuade businesses not to abandon the area to inner-city deprivation.
3 ( abandon oneself to) allow onself to indulge in (a desire or impulse) : abandoning herself to moony fantasies.
complete lack of inhibition or restraint : she sings and sways with total abandon.

Abandon + me = a dream.

I dream that I could abandon my commitments
leave my fear on the side of the road
forget time.

Abandon desires, dreams, and delusions
wish I could loose myself from me.

There is a continuance of history
a cyclical wearing down

To worship with abandon is beautiful
To give freely and full of Joy is gorgeous

To live in an abandonment of all calling
is coping
it is a copping...out

Abandon is both good, bad, and blah...

Abandon + me = a dream.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Mornings Light

Remember when we were
way back then
we were
you and I
and we were stayin up to late

Remember how we were
talking loud
we were
under the stars
and we were sitting way to close

Remember how we were
goin back and forth
we were
arguing love and lust
and happiness `

We all want hands to hold
We all want arms to fold in around us
We never really listened to the warnings
until mornings light comes pouring rudely in

I don't Remember who said
that history proves with the dead
to be always going
round and round again

but no matter how strong
what we are fed
it will never go to my head
that a
kiss is just a kiss

I don't want to fall in love
I don't want to walk in blind
I don't have the time

Saturday, March 20, 2010


Simultaneous conflicting feelings about someone or something.

Ambivalence = Me